Beauty Secret

Beauty secret:

Paglalanggas sa katas ng dahon ng bayabas
In2it Foundation
Blush on
Love

Yes, it's 99% inspiration and I cannot hide the fact that I want what I feel. Just not ready for it. One, because of the wrong timing. Second, because of the wrong person. Third, because of the wrong me. Match made in .... well, you know...

SO why the look? Nah! Just taking advantage of it. I don't get as much fun when it comes to these things. Just the other day, someone told me I'm ok if I were more human.... i don't know what he meant but, what the heck!

I have written about my self-fulfilling prophecy of never getting married before and that still stands. I'd like to. But i'd be too afraid, too paranoid to actually get into anything more serious than a text! Kawawa lang sya sa kapraningan ko.

These days especially... just the prospect of having a date... yes, I'm at grade 3 level in these things, already makes me cry in fear. I literally loose all sense of courage and just so easily manage to chicken out. My hard shell is much safer... calm down girl... sshhhh.... it's gonna be alright.....