Restless

Lately, I spend sleepless nights.... and I like it!

I don't know if it was because of my 11:00pm interview or the news that I was gonna be a writer that caused this, but either way, I believe that there is nothing to be bothered about.

Worst, I might have brought back life into my life.

Yesterday at mass, the priest was saying something about living life with anticipation. The hunger for communion with God, with the people we love, probably with the things we like to do. HOwever there are times, he said, that we drink softdrinks instead of water to quench our thirst. And we all know that is a bad choice.

And bad choices abound. I made a lot. And the thirst remains. The good thing is that the anticipation continues as well... a constant reminder that we cannot stand alone.

Restlessness ... anticipation. But then there is another factor. The "waiting for things to unfold" while we anticipate. For a restless soul like mine, I seldom allow this to happen. But I have also proven time and again that my restlessness does not contribute one bit into getting to the completion of what I want to happen.

Patience is a virtue. It creates miracles not many can wait to unfold.