Christmas Reflections 2005

Just a few points I was reminded of this Christmas....

• That Christmas is an opportunity to reflect on our humanity. It is so difficult being human. The capriciousness of our feelings and wayward priorities. It is so easy to get lost in our concerns and forget about things that really matter. But that is how being human is. Made of clay, shaped and swayed by the slightest of nudges. Sometimes our experiences improve us. Sometimes they make us worse. Most of the time, I could not tell the difference. But despite all these, Christmas reminds me that Jesus STILL allowed Himself to be human to show us -ME- that it is possible to be human and holy at the same time. No excuses.
• That no matter what plans we have, when called to correspond to His will, we would have to give in. I'm sure Mary and Joseph did not plan for Jesus to be born in a manger. But He was and it made Him accessible to His first visitors, plus the fulfillment of the prophecy that the Messiah will be born in Bethlehem. We make plans, yes. But as I told a friend, sometimes we have to decide against our will and comfort. With faith, I walk knowing that all will be for the better.
• That it is difficult to feel Christmas when we think of ourselves. I for one have a concern written in every cell I have in my body. Whether they be something I should worry about or not, I stress myself over it anyway. So, how could I possibly enjoy Christmas when it is not PERFECT? Sometimes, we get caught expecting that Christmas would be as when we were little... all is new, all is magically perfect. But old people do not have Christmases that way anymore. It is full of flaws, petty concerns and unfulfilled wishes and promises. But Christmas STILL happens... because it is not about US. Christmas happens for us to start worrying about others... to give to those who REALLY need us. To be with people FATE has given us, whether we like it or not...and to let go of people, situations, concerns and broken promises that occupies us.

This is MY Christmas. This is where differences and reconciliation happens. This is where it is most difficult to be nice but then again, it is also where it is easiest to be true. This is where Christmas is not perfect but is always wonderful. This is where life leads me back no matter how far I wander away. This is where my plans do not usually happen but is always supported.

I wish you find YOUR Christmas!

Merry Christmas you all!