State of Emotion Address

Unlike the president who paraded her achievements today (real or imagined), my state of emotion address cannot say the same.

I'm down. Still down from the bad events of last week. I wish I could get off this horrible ride but at this point, I'm just too lazy to get up.

I hate the fact that I need to move my ass just so I would not be comfortably sitting in my corner when the roof falls down.

I am terribly affected by the comings and goings of people around me these days.

I do not appreciate the fact that I am 30 and has nothing to show of it except for the bulges.

I resent being unable to take chances, in career, in life, in love.

I generally do not want the way I back slide so often I do not know if i'd ever mature in faith.

I am hopeless, helpless, clueless and in fact, been very careless these past few weeks I am losing control of this life! S#!t!