Freedom

Did I mention flight? Oh well, I guess I underestimated myself.

I guess when the going gets tough...I inevitably choose to get going. And get going I did. I am packed with activities I just do not have time to mope around feeling sorry for myself anymore. I realized that when I stop thinking about the consequences of the things that are happening (are they doing me good or bad) I can focus myself more on what I need to do given my situation and because I know what I need to do, I can move on.

So I throw all caution in the air. I stopped thinking and start getting down to work. I feel liberated from my anxieties. All I want to do now is be occupied with worthwhile things. I'd die one day and not one of my worries would be totally resolved so why worry at all?

I hope to keep this disposition. All I want is to do good in my Lord's eyes. Nothing else should matter. Where life leads me here is not as important as where I will be in the next life. I am free.